I think this is probably the worst month of my life. i'm still a bit taken by it but the hardest slap hit me just a week ago so i had some time to think about it.

here it goes:

1. lost my jobe
2. screwed up my exams
3. my best (girl)friend is moving to amerika (tomorrow)
4. my girlfriend left me for someone else.

normally any of these things would just have been ok and i would have taken it as a fact of life, but now with all these things happening at once i can't help to think about what to do about it and how to deal with it.

The thing that is most confusing is that things that should hit someone hardest (like being dumped for someone else) seems to pale in comparison to other problems (my best friend leaving). It kinda feels like i don't have my priorities straight.

lastly it's pretty hard for me to deal with this stuff, i'm mostly pretty closed and to be frank there really isn't anyone i would want to talk to in real life that could make me feel better.

all in all i'll have to get my life back on track, get my priorities straightened, keep out of a depression and get social again.

now to figure out how...