Quote Originally Posted by MechaPiano View Post
but she knew. from her vision.
Good point. If she knew she was pregnant, somehow in her vision and she saw that already, then her past self would know she's pregnant with a girl. But... maybe, then it's the Noh's daughter and she wanted it to be a boy like him... since he's dead now.

So maybe it's not grief at the gender of the child, but at who's the father?